The first step of improvement is the point where vulnerability is embraced.
I have been told by family and a close friend that I am strong in mind and spirit.
However there is this tendency for me
To hide behind my strong facade.
My vulnerabilities
My darkness
Unknown to many
Better that way
No one can ever imagine
The suffering the mind creates
Worse than the pain
Caused by a brain tumor
Electrical storms
Adrenaline rush to the nth degree
Biological rush attack
Hijacked motives
A beast destroying relationships
attacking the soul
scares the hell out of you
Constant attack
Battle
Restless mind
Dreams real and twisted
Believe the lies
and the illusion twists deeper
Dreaming awake midst darkness
Demon stroking mind
Constructing more lies
You don’t want to know
Each mind has its own
Forbid judgment of others persons struggles
Battles, fears, lies
Hell inside
Neurotransmitter friends
Source of my worst nightmares
Bliss adrenaline gone wrong
Vulnerabilities projected out
The One who sees pain
One who gives reason for life
He already won the war
He self-sacrificed
He gives us all our closest friends
And family
Into I confide
Companions to help
Love and support
No one or thing can take it away
I am alive
God gives me the strength to conquer
Fear and win the battles
Little does the adversary know
I fight to crush his head
I pity the person who throws the relationship out with the fear
of the illness. ~LMc
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